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Middle Passage
"I was soon put down under the decks, and there I received
such a salutation in my nostrils as I had never experienced
in my life: so that, with the loathsomeness of the stench,
and with my crying together, I became so sick and low that
I was not able to eat, nor had I the least desire to taste
any thing. I now wished for the last friend, death, to relieve
me; but soon, to my grief, two of the white men offered me
eatables; and, on my refusing to eat, one of them held me
. . . while the other flogged me severely. . . . I have seen
. . . African prisoners . . . hourly whipped for not eating.
This indeed was often the case with myself. . . . I found
some of my own nation, which in a small degree gave ease to
my mind. I inquired of these what was to be done with us.
They gave me to understand we were to be carried to these
white people's country to work for them. . . . But still I
feared I should be put to death, the white people looked and
acted, as I thought, in so savage a manner; for I had never
seen among any people such instances of brutal cruelty: .
. . The stench of the hold . . . was so intolerably loathsome,
that it was dangerous to remain there for any time . . . The
closeness of the place, and the heat of the climate, added
to the number in the ship, being so crowded that each had
scarcely room to turn himself. . . . The shrieks of the women,
and the groans of the dying, rendered it a scene of horror
almost inconceivable."
--The Interesting Narrative of the Life of Olaudah
Equiano, or Gustavus Vassa (1789).
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